Yesterday morning the world turned white. The first snow!
Today I put on a warm hat, a warm coat and gloves, tossed my contempt for damp cold overboard and - though it was only nine o'clock in the morning - went out for a long solitary walk.
The snow painted everything almost monochrom - but that heightened the few colours under the masses of snow:
Everyday objects became spellbound:
And then I felt as if I was falling under magic spell too and had to find the talismanic phrase.
The way in front of me vanished into fog!
The path disappeared in Nowhere Land.
As in Life, I thought: you do not know where you go.
There might be some surprises in for you - although you had planned so well, took care of everything - but then Leela, the Hinduism goddess of "divine play", might laugh out loud.
But in spite of that you have to trust - that's what I learned after a bad turn in my life seven years ago.
Life is strong. And one can be sure - if one wants to live - life goes on. The way might be leading into the foggy unknown -
and it might be a long way, and sometimes damned uncomfortable, but at last there comes another bend, and in-between sometimes you might find a (cold?) seat, rest a while,
or, if you are very daring (and impatient) you might even climb up a high seat to get an overview:
I looked back at my past: it seemed to disappear in fog too. And I saw some other directions I could have chosen:
How would my life have been then?
I didn't break my head about what could have been for a long time. I am someone who is always attracted to little thing of beauty - and those you find almost everywhere on your way, even in winter:
When I finally turned and walked back I saw that my "walk in time" eventually will go downhill - there's no use in denying that -
but I accept that because I know:
it is my way Home.