Here you see an opened box that's filled with (some of) my dreams. And "expansive delusions" - the most appropriate word I could find.
Garden dreams.
This box contains masses of seed packets witt luring pictures of wonderful flowers - inside: seeds.
Why "expansive" delusions? Well: nowadays I have only a balcony. (Soon I will have two, but that's another story.)
Many of the seeds I bought are older than a year - dreams need time to grow. And the thought of the Pharaoh's Tombs, where seeds were found that germinated after thousands of years, fills me with hope.
The "Historic Sweet Peas" - in keeping with their high price - bear beautiful names: for example "Miss Willmott", who was a wonderful very eccentric gardener who spent her immense fortune on her gardens - cautiously I only bought one packet of seeds. Ellen's passion for gardens and plants ruined her fortune - and Warley Place, her English Garden, detoriated.
Speaking of expansive delusions: even as I still worked in my big garden in Hildesheim, all those different plant-beauties together in that box wouldn't have found enough place to grow.
And I had no gardeners.
Different from Miss Willmott: she employed up to 104 gardeners!
"and was known for being a demanding employer; she would reputedly sack any gardener who allowed a weed to grow among her flowers". Ha!



















